31.12.10

auto-suggestion for 1.1.11






This is not the end
This is not the beginning, 
Just a voice like a riot 
Rocking every revision 
But you listen to the tone 
And the violent rhythm 
Though the words sound steady 
Something emptys within em

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head 
So many things were left unsaid 
It's hard to let you go... 


(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie, 
All I wanna do 
Is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

Sitting in an empty room 
Trying to forget the past 
This was never meant to last, 
I wish it wasn't so... 


What was left when that fire was gone? 
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong 
All caught up in the eye of the storm 
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on 
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said 
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead 
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin? 
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!! 

We say Yeah! 
With fists flying up in the air 
Like we're holding onto something 
That's invisible there



'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear until we dead it, Forget it, L.et it all disappear 
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)







πότε μηδενίζει;

πότε μηδενίζει το κοντέρ;
πότε σταματάει να γράφει και αρχίζει απ' την αρχή;
είναι καλύτερα να μηδενίζει ή όχι;


Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run 



Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily meal
When friends are gone I know my savior's love is real
You Know it's real

You got the love

Time after time I think "Oh Lord what's the use?"
Time after time I think it's just no good
Sooner or later in life, the things you love you lose
But you got the love I need to see me through

You got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need to see me through

29.12.10

αόρατο τσίρκο

Δηλώνω από την αρχή, πως ο τίτλος είναι λάθος τοποθετημένος. Διαφωνώ. Δηλαδή, διαφωνώ στο αόρατο. Το αόρατο τσίρκο που παρακολούθησα χτες με καλή παρέα, ήταν κάτι παραπάνω από τσίρκο. Ήταν η αναδόμηση της πραγματικότητας. Ακούγεται φιλολό, αλλά αυτό ήταν. Μια επανεξέταση των νόμων της φυσικής και των νοητικών μας κατασκευών. 
Τι είναι η ομπρέλα;
ποια η χρήση της;
τι είναι το ύφασμα;
γιατί υπάρχει;
τι τα κάνουμε τα σκεύη μαγειρικής;
η βαρύτητα;
ποιος ο ρόλος της;



μια αποδομημένη παράσταση που στόχο είχε να ξαφνιάσει με το απρόσμενο της καθημερινότητας. Επίσημο τσίρκο δηλαδή. Και όσο η Victoria Chaplin προσπαθούσε να το αποδώσει με την υπέροχη παρουσία της, τόσο ο Jean-Baptiste Thiérrée αβίαστα το προωθούσε μένοντας πότε στη σκιά, και πότε στο φως...


25.12.10

be mine



You do that Romeo
Be what you wanna be

Look like you runnin' in place
Do that stupid dance for me
Be my Romeo

Please be my voice in this world
I can't sing the songs that you sing
I can't find the gorgeous words


Will you be my Romeo?
My go-go Romeo

Be my Romeo
Tell me all about your love
Tell me all about your pain
Baited breath and rubber gloves
Be my Romeo
My go-go Romeo

I see you twist and turn you look so fuckin' stupid

I feel so stupid, happy and numb
Stupid, happy and numb
I feel so stupid

24.12.10

for the strange things we never forget.


I go to sleep, before

the devil wakes
and I wake up, before
the angels take
all my worldly desires
all my yardsticks of fear
all my secrets untold
all my motives unclear
hangin' down in the fire
burnin' them higher
won't take them away from here

and long after we're gone
the light will stay on

watched the city ... city of crows
watched them fly, watched
'em all flyin' low
out above the flood plain
just above the dirt road
they were hungry as winter,
hungry as us
not afraid to be flyin', not
afraid to be lost

and long after we're gone
the light will stay on



and if you bury me, add
three feet to it
one for your sorrow, two
for your sweat
three for the strange
things we never forget

and long after we're gone
the light will stay on
and long after we're safe
the lights will not fade
...

22.12.10

keeps being outta



Is your secret safe tonight?
And are we out of sight?
Or will our world come tumbling down?


Will they find our hiding place?
Is this our last embrace?
Or will the walls start caving in?




(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it should've been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Are we digging a hole?
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
This is outta control


(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
It could never last
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Must erase it fast
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it could've been right
(It could be wrong, could be...)


Love is our resistance
They keep us apart and they won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed


If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again


Kill your prayers for love and peace
You'll wake the thought police
We can hide the truth inside....



(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it should've been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Are we digging a hole?
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)



This is outta control



Love is our resistance!
They keep us apart and won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed


The night has reached its end
We can't pretend
We must run
We must run
It's time to run


Take us away from here
Protect us from further harm
Resistance!

21.12.10

βγαίνοντας απ' την εξίσωση


Όρια. Γραμμές. Όλα για να ξεπερνιούνται. Ανθρώπινες κατασκευές. Όπως αυτά μεταξύ τέχνης και μηχανικής. Όρια μεταξύ μαθηματικών...;
Μερικές φορές λοιπόν πρέπει να βγαίνεις από την εξίσωση. Είτε αυτό σημαίνει απλοποίηση, είτε διαγραφή. Οικειοθελώς ή μη.  Στη συνεπαγωγή, κρύβεται το μυστικό της λύσης. Γιατί εδώ, τα όρια είναι σαφή. Οι αριθμοί φεύγουν και έρχονται. Οι άνθρωποι πάλι, όχι.
Βγαίνοντας απ' την εξίσωση, βλέπεις τη λύση.





I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms


Into my arms


And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms

Into my arms



http://astronayths.blogspot.com/2010/12/when-my-baby-comes.html

And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candlew burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore...


Into my arms



19.12.10

light up/as if you have a voice




In a Manner of speaking
I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing

In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way that i feel about you
Is beyond words

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me everything




In a manner of speaking
Semantics won't do
In this life that we live we live we only make do
And the way that we feel
Might have to be sacrified

So in a manner of speaking
I just want to say
That just like you I should find a way
To tell you everything
By saying nothing.

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
Give me the words


16.12.10

/είδα



Λες κάποιες φορές σε ξεγελάει αυτό που ζεις και νιώθεις
Λες πως οι σιωπές είναι πληγές κι αργεί να ξημερώσει
Μα θα βρεις ξανά ένα σημάδι μες στο σκοτάδι

Είναι που πάντα η αγάπη αργεί
Που όταν φτάνει δεν είσαι εκεί
σαν το λάθος που θέλεις να ξανακάνεις

Είναι τα λόγια που θέλεις να πεις
μα φοβάσαι πως είναι νωρίς
και λυπάσαι πως πάλι το χρόνο χάνεις

V for Victory


και φοβάσαι να τον ακούσεις
να το δεις
ανοίγεις την καρτέλα, τον ψάχνεις
τον βρίσκεις.
αλλά ποτέ δεν προχωράει.
μέχρι που....
play!

15.12.10

may I

have a craft and a pilot, please?


Fly me to the moon 

and let me play among the stars 
Let me see what spring is like 
On Jupiter and Mars 

In other words, hold my hand 
In other words, baby , kiss me.






ξημερώνει...

Ξημερώνει πάλι, μ' αδειανό κεφάλι
Απ' το αλκοόλ είμαι πάλι γκολ, είμαι μαύρο χάλι
Ξημερώνει η μέρα, λόγια στον αέρα
Άλλο ένα πρωί στην παλιοζωή, ποιος θα φάει τη σφαίρα...

Ξημερώνει πάλι, σκέτη παραζάλη
Σπάει ο τσαμπουκάς, όλα είναι κάς, μπρος περνάν κι οι άλλοι...

Ξημερώνει κι όλα, μαύρη καραμπόλα
Άνθρωποι στουπιά, τι να θέλω πια, θέλω πάνω απ' όλα
Εσένα παιδί μου, μονάχα για σένα μεθώ
Καμένο χαρτί μου, μονάχα εσένα ποθώ
Ξημερώνει πάλι, μια ζωή σαν άλλη,
Πάει και αυτή η βραδιά, κοίτα τη καρδιά φλόγες βγάζει πάλι
Ξημερώνει κι έχω, λόγο για να αντέχω
ʼλλο ένα πρωί στην παλιοζωή κάποιον να προσέχω.

Εσένα παιδί μου...
Ξημερώνει πάλι, με αδειανό κεφάλι
Πάει και αυτή η βραδιά, κοίτα τη καρδιά φλόγες βγάζει πάλι....